You see me older
That's what I am
You never noticed it
Now you don't understand
So tell me once more
What can I do for you?
You seem to know what I need
Much better than I do
Caressing my dreams
While hearing all the sounds
They seem so loud and rough
Confusion's pushing me around
Think about all the choices
Somebody made for me
All I want is to fade out and forget everything
You're blaming my desire and all I dare to feel
You're staring at my skin while blades are cutting me
You're blaming my existence if I don't live your lies
And in my mind I'm running through space and time
There isn't anything that I can touch and trust
I'm not afraid of this noise that's getting so much louder
Now there's no reply
There's no need to forgive
'Cause even if it seems to matter now there's nothing more