Each year gone by passing
I feel like there's something I'm missing
I can't plan for the future
There's nothing on the road before me

My brains already chewed up
So I'm at a loss for words
I wish I never grew up

And I'm like

OH MY GOD
I'm not supposed to live this long
IT FEELS SO WRONG
I think I need a little more
Cause thinking's always such chore
I'm stressing everyday
OH MY GOD
Nothings ever sucked more

Sucked more
Sucked more
Sucked more
Su-Su-Su-Sucked more

I don't wanna get drunk
I don't wanna feel much
I'm always fine at best

And I always have to get high
Before I go to bed like
This isn't what I'd call life

I'm twenty one tomorrow
And twenty two the next
I'd rather stay at home

And I'm like

OH MY GOD
I'm not supposed to live this long
IT FEELS SO WRONG
I think I need a little more
Cause thinking's always such chore
I'm stressing everyday
OH MY GOD
Nothings ever sucked more

I wish that I would have quit
Since I was 13 I've been sick

I don't wanna be here
I'm sick of being in tears
I don't wanna leave my bed
Cause it feels like a nightmare

I think I'm gonna bleed out
While I'm stuck deep down
In a twenty year hole
And I just want to GET OUT

OH MY GOD
I'm not supposed to live this long
IT FEELS SO WRONG
I think I need a little more
Cause thinking's always such chore
I'm stressing everyday
OH MY GOD
Nothings ever sucked more

OH MY GOD!
I'm not supposed to be here
Like WHAT THE FUCK
I wanna stop crying
And everybody's lying
I know nobody cares
OH MY GOD my god
Like I don't wanna be here