I'm pushing forward
Trying to find myself again
I've stopped pretending I was smarter, then
Whatever brought me back
The lies all fade away
They don't show the way
Anymore
(So I don't pretend we're equal)
We are not keeping scores
I'm pushing forward
Trying to show you how I feel about you
I always took the time to lie to myself
When I have stopped pretending who I am, who I tried to be
I always took the place of someone better than me
But then I realised that we are all just lost at sea
So stop pretending
I lied to myself
When I have stopped insisting who I am, who I tried to be
So I stopped pretending
Whatever brought me back
The lies all fade away
By the way
I love you still
(You are) so pretentious
(You are) so defeatist
(You are) so neurotic
(You are) so impatient
(You are) like a membrane
(You are) breaking slowly
(You are) only human
(You are) ready to go back
I love you more than you can see
Love is crazy
I want you maybe
But I don't care at all about my feelings for you
I want to make you
I want to leave you
Whole
It's sad, but don't you worry, I'm not careful, anyway
The sun is setting down, so I'll make sure you'll go insane, then
I lied to you
When I have stopped insisting who I am, who I tried to be
I always thought that
You are so much better than me
But then I realised that we are all just lost at sea
So stop pretending
Love you take
Is the love that you receive
That you receive