Who would've thought that I'd be here with you
Who would've thought that I couldn't see right through
All of the things you tried to put me through
If I would've stayed with you, I'd be a fool
Telephone going off, ring ring,
Acting like I ain't had a replayed
All in my mind every day
Better think twice, okay
Thought you'd get it over me, big play
Didn't know my defense was all state
Good hands swatted down, replay
Highlight reel for your mistakes
Premiered in my mind on the next date
Real fly but you couldn't get past the red tape
Big breath, acting surprised when I hit play
Thought your heart made of stone but it's just clay
It ain't nothing you can say to me
Mind made when the smoke cleared the scene
Found peace playing my rosary, just had to get out, break it off, clean
Couldn't be with you again, no, no, no
Couldn't be with you again, oh no
Who would've thought that I'd be here with you
Who would've thought that I couldn't see right through
All of the things you tried to put me through
If I would've stayed with you, I'd be a fool
Wore my grin
Upside down again
Same thing cycling
Spinning off the edge
Couldn't make you fit
Could've hit and dipped
But I forced that shit
It fell apart and ripped
I don't like talking so damn real
Feel like I already had my fill
Why you reside in my mind still?
Part of who I am locked in my vault sealed
So many memories, notebooks filled
Couldn't handle these without my pen distill
Rippling effect throughout my life, can't still the water
Just want my heart back chill
Who would've thought that I'd be here with you
Who would've thought that I couldn't see right through
All of the things you tried to put me through
If I would've stayed with you, I'd be the fool
Couldn't be with you, I
Couldn't be with you, no
Couldn't be with you again, oh no
I find myself missing your touch, seeing your face
Your scent, your voice, your taste
Admittedly this could be coming from my second mind below my
I often try to keep vulgarity out of my music just in case
I have a child so they won't have to hear me speak on things
And I won't be my family's disgrace
I dream of you and I in a beautiful place
Somewhere far away where we can have some space just to grow, blossom
Where if you don't need to know where I am, I'll be gone without a trace
Misplaced in a new sensation, feeling as though I had been graced with paradise for just one more day
I keep these flowers wrapped around my mic stand to remind me of the days where we'd escape
A beautiful sensation fills my soul until I remember that phrase, what a waste
A quote told to me about how you felt our time was, and that's okay
Forgiven but I could never forgive, memories always coming back with haste
I remember who I am and how I deserve to be treated
Remember how much you pushed me away and how many of your demons I defeated
I remember that before me, you could never come close to being completed
I remember those arguments and how often things got heated
You might feel like you're being called out but these are all my relationships repeated
Years of the same got my love depleted
Reaching to anything to regain that feeling got me looking conceited
But how could I not become wiser to all of the cheap tricks
So many fake views, fake truths, fake thick, all lost in the fake pits
Its enough to keep a motherfucker like me
Lovesick
Enough experience for notebooks full of songs to be played
Is it my fault my taste keeps getting me played?
Possibly
But also seems like a terrible thing to say
Misunderstood down to my roots to this day
No sympathy for the man holding all this weight
No wonder it's so much back pain but hey
I'm still standing, you can't take that away
It's easy to point the finger over here while I mind my business and let y'all kitties play
So again
How could I not become wiser to all of the cheap tricks
So many fake views, fake truths, fake thick, all lost in the fake pits
Its enough to keep a motherfucker like me
Lovesick