I haven't touched my guitar in a minute
I don't think you know that it's bad when you're in it
Open my mouth til my phrasing sounds fluid
Open the door just to see if you'll use it

Follow the flame til it burns up within you
It took a while for my body to come to
Breaking the skin til I lose all conviction
Pulling me in when I ask you to listen

I'm holding my knees
To my chest like a kid
If that's what it is to feel, then I don't wanna feel again

I'm drinking my peace
Til I'm blue at the lips
If that's what it means to love, then I can't love again

Room full of eyes and I'm losing my cool
Nobody left here for me to fall into
Walk out the door like I'm causing a scene
Making believe that you'll know what I mean

And you're talking me down like I need it
Like I'm walking around with a secret
And my head's in the ground
You were messing around
But you've pushed me way over my limit

I'm holding my knees
To my chest like a kid
If that's what it is to feel, then I don't wanna feel again

I'm drinking my peace
Til I'm blue at the lips
If that's what it means to love, then I can't love again
I can't love again

I can't love again

Breaking my heart was the best thing for me
And you're still telling our favorite stories
It's not the same anymore"