I keep holding on for the thrill of when your name lights up on my phone
And I think you really want me, but you just had
Something to get off your chest, babe
I keep righting wrongs and making up excuses for the way you lead me on
And I tell all my friends that
They just caught you on a bad day

I'll tell them it's the right person at the wrong time
Like that makes any sense at all
We both know I'm lying straight through my teeth
Cause at the moment of your downfall
Who's gonna be the first one you call
We both know it won't be me

It won't be me
It won't be me

We keep it light and fun, but at the end of the day
I wish you'd stay and hold my face and sleep under the same covers
We both got it coming, baby
We waste away the days with timid kisses
Dirty dishes, sour candy, and playing family
Who are we kidding, baby

Cause it's the best years of our lives
And we're supposed to be out here making a name for ourselves
But I just wanna waste away with you
And I, I'm scared for my life
Cause the day that you'll leave is coming soon
(And I don't want you to go)
And right now it's always gonna be you

It's always gonna be you
It's always gonna be you

There will come a day when you look at me and say
That you found someone and she's the one
And from that day on

We just can't be friends anymore

There will come a time when you look me in the eyes
And say goodbye, and mean it for life
And I, I just can't do this anymore

Cause I've been holding on and holding out
Don't say you didn't do it to me, baby
We both know you damn sure did
Cause all this back and forth and push and pull

Whenever works best for you, baby
We both know it's on your terms

It's on your terms
It's on your terms

Look me in the eyes and tell me I am
Nothing more than a friend
Call me in the dead of night
Just go and get my hopes up again

Oh, look me in the eyes as you ruin my life
Tell me was it worth it
Look me in the eyes
Friends don't look at each other like this