I only did it because
The spite of you not paying any mind to me
I'm not mad at you
By no means am I mad at you at all
I can hear your conversations
With every word you say
I die a hundred times a day
And there's just no damn reason
I've never felt so dull
This is the best thing ever
Maybe you're rotting like me
You sure don't seem to be
And do you tell your friends
That I'm irritating
Or do you wish I was dead already
Got to know these things
But I can't see you anymore
I can't see you anymore
And why so bad do I need you to revere me
Is it really that you fear me?
Everybody loves you everybody hates me
I'm so sad to know that you are happy
And you barely remember me
I'm the fool it's so humiliating.
Your flashlight eyes
Shone right in mine
Now I can't see you anymore
And you're so pure
I never could starve enough
And in my head
You are thinner by the second
And now I can't see you anymore
Broken hearts and lacerations
Bigger than I've ever know
Fire burns deeper than the healing goes
Every time Im in your presence
You tell me to kill myself
Without ever uttering a word
Close enough to say it
But far enough away that
I can't see you anymore
If I escape this game of hate
Will you promise me you'll stay?
I'm begging in case you couldn't tell
Cause I need your help
I won't take this betrayal
You said you were my friend
The fuck you think this is doing to me, little girl?
I'm so sorry, I don't know what i'm saying
I am damaged
I'm in great pain
Maybe you should take off this bandage
And just put me away
So that I can't see you anymore
I am damaged
I'm in great pain
My hearts in a panic
Cause I don't know anything
At all
And it's all
Cause I can't see you anymore