One more for the people that enjoy this shit
Two shots off a pen and a Ritalin
Three minutes fore I know the paranoia kicking in
Everyone looking at you "you did that to him"

Took the pills from the girls that I met last night
Self deflected facts and logic
If my ex could see me now she'd tell me
She had hopes for me when she left but I'm down now
She had aspirations but they're now drowned out

And I'll probably lose my shit and tell her to watch her fucking mouth
My best night ever was spent with a girl I wish I could've known
Cry yourself to sleep wake up and decide not to call
Thought I did something wrong but you had your boyfriends in the dark

I thought I was wrong but
You fucked me with the lights on
I keep timid stones on my pinky you want that on your tongue
Showed me multicolors opposite of Monte Bookers song

So many destinations
I'm writing in Wyoming
Please never check up on me Mush
I'll ask for the addy and send Dobry home

One third of some eighty proof got me spilling all my confessions
Fifteen minutes early to arrive an hour late
Got me biting off my fingers like I'm Klepto
I got pride I need to swallow but it's served on silver plates and platters

I aspire to be an emotional father
Of sons but mostly daughters
Blues off to the Carter
My knuckles want to rot off

Dot my I's and make amends cause I'm nothing without my pupils
Don't forget about me
We're looking at the moon Monettra

Give me something to believe in
Something to refer to
Walk me towards to
Not enough for me or you

One of a kind too many wannabes
Threesomes for the stress
Too many bodies stacked in front of me
Making me upset

Give it to them
Alarm striking seven
Oxy in my vents
Off the roof jumping to multi-pedestrians

Off a stroke on a bend
Letters falling off my fingers kisses as the weld
Rose petals shells
Cursive spells

One more for the people that enjoy this shit
Two shots off a pen and a Ritalin
Three minutes fore I know the paranoia kicking in
Four people looking at you like you really trusted him?

Took the pills from the girls that I met last night
If my ex could see me now she'd frown and go about her day
Then I'd probably cuss her out just to prove I haven't changed

I'm receiving a few calls a week from someone that I cherish
A thousand in her pockets and a hundred for my beverage
Five thousand for trips to Cali to live inside a trailer
I'm covered in oil, mineral debris, soot etcetera

Geeked out off a bar if I had something else I'd settle down
Slide out from my covers because one night make time relative
I put both bodies to sleep working overtime as our sedative
And what I do sucks for me and you because it's all repetitive

Glass breaks in my hands I clenched my knuckles and apologized
Nail polish on my nails as a young adult loved to feminize
Hungry off a different appetite you told me likewise
October weather summer clothing how you gave me butterflies

Relapse the pen, the blade the paper that's in front of me
It's noted, jotted, met all of my quotas
The medians I meet from daily life to my tv
Endeavors one at a time Belgium wanted me to sign off my receipts

One more for the people that enjoy this shit
Two shots off a pen and a Ritalin
Three minutes fore I know the paranoia kicking in
Everyone looking at you "you did that to him"