Beauty is pain
Beauty is pain
Matte brown lips and
Multicoloured wigs
Ootd in the most beautiful apartment you've ever seen
And graffitti walls and
Shopping malls and
Sunset on the beach
Picture perfect family
Instagramming on the daily
Gym honed body, tiny waist
Get it all with that skinny tea
Where do I get it, where
Keep scrolling, scrolling
Sometimes it feels like
Everybody's living their best life
Everybody else and I don't know why I'm on the outside
I try
Looking into their colourful HD lives
Fighting battles that you can't win
Plump up your lips cuz they're too thin
But you're not thin enough
Liquify it in
Fade it all away
keep scrolling, scrolling
See everything I never wanted to be
Staring right back at me
If I take the pills and if I drink the tea
Change my reality
Fade it all away
Keep scrolling scrolling
Sometimes it feels like
Everybody's living their best life
Everybody else and I don't know why I'm on the outside
I try
Looking into their colourful HD lives
Looking in their colourful, wonderful lives
Sometimes it feels like, making it look so good is easily misunderstood
If beauty is pain
Then I'm not ok with it
I'm not gonna change myself
Noooo
Sometimes it feels like
Everybody's living their best life
Everybody else and I don't know why I'm on the outside
I try
Looking into their colourful HD lives
Sometimes it feels like
Everybody's living their best life
Everybody else and I don't know why I'm on the outside
I try
Looking into their colourful HD lives
If beauty is pain
Then I'm not ok with it
I'm not gonna change myself