Kado, you way too dope, kid
I tried to relieve the weight
Couldn't believe my fate
My life was altered, lost control, delete escape
Defeated face, all of the fear crawling inside of me here
How can I preach today?
Look at my bleak mistakes
God, reach beneath the surface
Completely recreate
You say release the burden, it's too big to be contained
That's when I heed Your word then at Your feet begin to praise
And I pray if this trial cuts me all I bleed is faith
Yeah, I need Your grace
God, draw me in with promises to mend
Hold me close I don't wanna ever spend
A moment from Your providence again, amen
So if I can't fight I'll rest
Inside Your light confess the pain that I digest
Don't make me despised or less
Sail by faith let the wave carry me
I know there's a resurrection even if it bury me
Daily I die for You
Lord, I wake & pray to kill this flesh
So that I can move
In obedience to everything that You've said
Truth be told
Aye, I should've died a long time ago
Drowned inside of lies, now I know Christ is on the throne
Crucify 'til all that's left is You inside
Suicide dying daily to foolish pride
The heart's full of deceit in all it's wretchedness
Not looking for a co-sign, no blessing from the flesh on this
Temptation round every corner, Lord I surrender my life
Don't want to go against Your will and spend my days befriending strife
Can't pretend I wasn't running away from Your open arms
Could've been dealing dope, but serving hope was Your chosen call
I'm nothing without the Lord, no limits to His masterpiece
Flawed by the depravity of being so high on self 'til I felt the pull of gravity
And actually we think fantasy is reality
And sin leads to tragedy, catastrophe
So we threw our names for the fame & now we passing out trophies, huh
Scripture prescribed to divide & re-align our inner lives, aye, look
One thing you'll find when you decline you will rise, the only way to live is die
Daily I die for You
Lord, I wake & pray to kill this flesh
So that I can move
In obedience to everything that You've said
Truth be told
Aye, I should've died a long time ago
Drowned inside of lies, now I know Christ is on the throne
Crucify 'til all that's left is You inside
Suicide dying daily to foolish pride