You're far away but in my head
Hurting me in ways that you can't comprehend
You don't see the things I go through every day
Although it hurts
I'll forgive you anyway

I'll make up excuses I'll keep coming back
I'll always do the right thing and have your back
It's what I do You wouldn't do the same though, would you

The battles with myself
Your words are icing on the cake
A habit doesn't break, it's in his name
There's so much I wanna change
But it will always stay the same

I'll make up excuses, I'll keep coming back
I'll always do the right thing and have your back
It's what I do You wouldn't do the same though, would you

There's only so much I can take But you keep pushing it my way
One more push and I'll break
I'm so tired of your ways, but I will always stay

I'll always make excuses, no matter what you do
I'll always do the right thing, even though I'll always lose
I'll never be enough, but I will always show up
It's what I do
I'll always make excuses, no matter what you do
I'll always do the right thing, even though I'll always lose
I'll never be enough, but I will always show up
It's what I do
You wouldn't do the same though, would you