I saw your name today, for the first time this year
And by some miracle of time, I smiled from ear to ear
I know you can't hurt me anymore, you looked me up cause you were bored, you were bored
In case you haven't heard this enough, here
I blame you for all my insecurities,
You know that shit, it stuck with me
Remember how much you used to make me cry
I'll never be the girl I used to be,
You know that shit, it fucked with me
So don't ask me again for a second try
Do you remember being sixteen and wild and free
Hate to break it to you, that never happened to me
You ignored it when I said I'm good,
Pushed it way further than you should
You made me feel insane and why?
I blame you for all my insecurities,
You know that shit, it stuck with me
Remember how much you used to make me cry
I'll never be the girl I used to be,
You know that shit, it fucked with me
So don't ask me again for a second try
Been seven years, you listen now,
At times I sit and wonder how
You knew what you were doing to me,
And you hid behind I'm sorry
My friends, they all still hate you,
And everything you put me through
Remember 'Insomniac'? I can't listen back to that
I guess my mom was right, but how could I not fight
For someone who I thought was my everything
Saw your name today for the first time this year
And by some miracle of time, I didn't pick a fight
Cause you'll never get a second try