I tried to look up, but your light left me blind
Start to think maybe you left us behind
One way ticket to a shallow grave
If that's where you want me, then that's where I'll stay

Head splitting, room spinning, can't find the ground
Try to come down, but I'm climbing higher now
Heart racing, so complacent, can't slow the beat
Try to calm down, but it's only getting harder to breathe

Lungs blazing, sight hazy, struggle for air
Try to breathe in, but my chest's tight, it's unfair
Body aching, vices taking, can't break free
Try to get up, but I keep falling, can't find me

I tried to look up, but your light left me blind
Start to think maybe you left us behind
One way ticket to a shallow grave
If that's where you want me, then that's where I'll stay

Fists clenched tight, fighting battles in my mind
Searching for peace, but it's so hard to find
Demons lurking, shadows creeping, always there
If I lost this fight, would anyone care?

Chain reaction, a downward spiral I can't break
Every step I take, feels like a mistake
Haunted by the past, memories that never fade
Try to run away, but they're always in the shade