Lost myself, hope nobody ever finds me
Rough road, no I never had lightly
Long war, against myself, I am fighting
Gravestone and my name, I am carving
Let my soul fade to black, point my face with the gat
Press the trigger, pull it back, liminal space I am trapped
Cause I got no fuckin' map, rip the veins up out my chest
Tear up all my flesh, let me feel more less
And I promise that I will never let you go
Your energy was different, now I'm on my own
Regret it cause I should've let you hurt me more
The pain was wicked and I love the way it burned
And I say that I'm fine when I just wanna die
Hope you're the one to find my body cold
And all the stars, they all align
But I make more than all the signs
Cause I no longer want a life, I give up hope