Late in May
When I had first saw your face
I didn't know I would feel this way
You're in my space
It came in June
Then all my friends they saw it too
The way you'd treat me
"We're more than friends"
I wish I didn't pretend
It's December now
And I'm okay that you're not around
Because in August the leaves had changed
I kissed your face
In the moonlit night
It wasn't alright
Because you left me there crying
Showing all my fears
I wish I didn't feel this way
You're in my space
I can't replace
The night that we both got so drunk
You said that we're okay
But how are we okay when I barely see your face?
In the parking lots at Walmart and the times we'd go to eat
But I didn't mean to leave that mark for everyone to see
We said we needed space
But you never gave me what I needed
And that girl you love is lucky
Because she's everything you'll ever fucking need
And what you need is for her to never be like me
Yeah, I should be healing
Getting ready for the season
I should be healing
But you're the fucking reason
I should be healing
But 'tis the damn season for heartbreak