I've been mixing medications again
How long 'til this episode ends?
Think I'm starting to scare my friends
Is this something that time won't mend?

I drink myself to sleep
Stay high so I can force myself to eat
All these painful memories
Repeat and repeat and repeat

To be honest
I'm running out of time
There's nothing left to save me
And my life's on the line

To be honest
It's getting hard to cope
I'm at the end of my rope

Here again
I think I can
See the end
No, I can't even
Play pretend
This skin I'm in is
Paper thin

I lost to insecurity
Lost my grip on sanity
Wish I said what you meant to me

I close my eyes pretend that she's you
I'm so sick in the head
Oh, I know that you knew
My misery loves company
They say they wanna be me
When I don't even wanna be me

To be honest
I'm running out of time
There's nothing left to save me
And my life's on the line

To be honest
It's getting hard to cope
I'm at the end of my rope

It never gets better
It only gets worse
Think I might head out
So no one gets hurt
Burns in my sweater
Holes in my shirt
Question my purpose
I question my worth

It never gets better
It only gets worse
Think I might head out
So no one gets hurt
Burns in my sweater
Holes in my shirt
Question my purpose
I question my worth

To be honest
I'm running out of time
There's nothing left to save me
And my life's on the line

To be honest
It's getting hard to cope
I'm at the end of my rope

To be honest
I'm running out of time
There's nothing left to save me
And my life's on the line

To be honest
It's getting hard to cope
I'm at the end of my rope