What was left in the distant past is lost
And what I thought was important is gone too
I get lost in my mind, sometimes I think about God
It's just that I never quite understood His plans
I know I'm not perfect but I tried
I still carry a thousand flaws
I still have so many doubts that I can't believe where I've arrived
Will I continue to be the man I've become? (I don't know)

I know my capacity to be bad, the things I once did I don't want to do anymore
Like a loop every mistake was the same, and I fight like hell to never show the bad things I feel inside my heart
I'm holding back my demons so as not to put them into action, I spend my time and thoughts on self-evaluation
The worst poison here is comparison
It's not about being the best or the worst, let the podium explode
I need to beat myself, screw these people
The tension of the internal war always echoes
And me being a sinner, why does He bless me?
I'm like any other person learning to live
I never wanted a crown and I never tried to have one
And how they see me I never thought I would be
Maybe I'm not, it's just that they'll never know me (I don't know)

I know my capacity to be good, how much I've changed and what I'm still going to do
These are scars carved into this sound and I fight like hell to always show the good things I carry deep within my chest
I saw the positive side of the worst moment, little by little I learned to control my feelings
The best medicine is always self-knowledge
It's not about seeming or growing, let the hype explode
I want to be a good man, screw the applause
I used to be the bad guy who only hurts
But I swore to God, I won't be that person
They said he forgives, and I want to learn
I never wanted a crown and I never tried to have one
And how they see me I never thought I would be
Maybe I am, it's just that they'll never know me (I don't know)

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