Tossin' and turnin
Am I really learning from this?
It feels like I can't breathe tonight
Am I really gonna bargain with the nonsense?
Am I gonna feel this way my whole life?
Now I'm only thinkin' bout you in the past tense
Makes it harder to pray for my future wife
Another night, another waste of time
Sick and tired of sittin' in this state of mind
I'm sick and tired of searchin', tryna find a wife
I'm sick and tired of waitin' for a better life
Woah, just another night and I guess I'm rockin' solo
Never gotten high, but I've been through the low-low
Life been like a picture, only smile for the photo
Pop a melatonin, hope it take me out slow, slow, slow
Slow down, think my life about to crash
Life is like a movie, cause I always gotta act
Like I'm okay and I ain't living in the past
Past trauma, more drama, I don't think that I can last
Tossin' and turnin
Am I really learning from this?
It feels like I can't breathe tonight
Am I really gonna bargain with the nonsense?
Am I gonna feel this way my whole life?
Now I'm only thinkin' bout you in the past tense
Makes it harder to pray for my future wife
Same loop, same cycle over again
I get back up to fall down again
I've been out of touch, I've been stuck in sin
I've been stuck in pain, I just want the end
I'm just treating sleep like temporary suicide
I wake up with the feelin' that I'd rather die
I want you to know I understand the way you feel inside
You are not alone, I'm here to help you find the other side
For I consider that the sufferings of this present time
Are not worth comparing with the glory that is to be revealed to us
Romans 8:18