Have you ever tried to help, still made a mess of things
Mixing liquors not to party, just to get some sleep
How come whenever we die, is when you Rest In Peace
Tell em keep the fake love that means there's less for me
We done lost too many stars before they ever got the chance to be
Sometimes life gets hard & so you hide behind your fantasies
Got it out the mud I had to get off of my hands an knees
Always fighting demons, certain things that you just can't delete
I done seen some fucked up things that I can't repeat
I won't let myself fall off cause who gon carry me
Don't tell me you're loyal, need to see it just for clarity
You hang round the same ones want me dead, that's kinda weird to me
Please don't let your feelings change about me when they bury me
Cause giving out your time was free, you didn't believe in charity
Momma knows I'm hurting so she keeps suggesting therapy
It's too hard to share some things
Trusting you, embarrassed me
No, I'm not ok
Shorty what you think the drugs for
Bro told me be safe
He can't handle losing one more
I think that the reaper's on vacation
So I'm waiting at his front door
Don't think that he hears me
Maybe I should knock harder
Have you ever tried to help, still made a mess of things
Mixing liquors not to party, just to get some sleep
How come whenever we die, is when you Rest In Peace
Tell em keep the fake love that means there's less for me
We done lost too many stars before they ever got the chance to be
Sometimes life gets hard and so you hide behind your fantasies
Got it out the mud I had to get off of my hands an knees
Always fighting demons, certain things that you just can't delete
I'm so tired of seeing hearses
Every death been hard to live with
They say that these drugs gon hurt me
So do people, what's the difference
Never claimed that I was perfect
Still they judge all my decisions
Tried to vent, it wasn't worth it
You didn't have the time to listen
Please stay where you at now
I stood up for you
For me? You always sat down
Last night I was at a party
Til I passed out
Woke up with you in my bed
When'd you get here
Usually you're just in my head
Or on my background
How come every time we fight you say this won't work
You used to top me while I copied all your homework
Touch your body got you singing like a concert
Dick you down then let you go pick out a long shirt