I'm learning as I go
Taking inventory what it is I know
Honestly it feel like I'm running low
Seems like everything I've gathered doesn't matter no more

Learning as I live
Giving everything 'til nothing left to give
I wanna be there for you
I adore you but I'm still

Still learning
Still learning

Wheels turning
On this journey
You gotta have discernment
Everything I ever had I had to earn it
Everything I ever learned I had to learn it on my own
Everything I ever felt I had to write it in a song
Otherwise it'll just linger and it stay in my dome
I be in my own lane, yeah I stay in my zone
Talking to my granddaddy other day on phone
Now
My grandfather's on hospice
He'd let Loch Ness get 'im rather than fuckin with them doctors
Some white coats they imposters
Medical bills been adding up yeah it's gone cost us cost us cost us
I'm praying to my Angels watch us watch us watch us
Grim Reaper tryna knock on my door
I gotta tell him go away cause he ain't welcome no more
Lets settle the score
Move forward when I step on the floor

I'm learning it as I go

If I learned anything at all in this lifelong brawl, it's that I know nothing at all
Read the teachings of Paul
Know the enemy on call and he wanna see me fall

But I won't

Won't give 'em the satisfaction
Ready for whatever orientated to action
No weapon formed against me shall ever ever catch me lackin
Satan tryna set up camp so I sent his ass packin

I'm learning

Yearning for more
Master the lesson
Back to learning some more
Teacher's pet front of the class brain starting to glow
My pain starting to show
Tryna conceal it better
I been following the blueprint to the letter
Through all the problems that you face gotta keep your head up
Said I'm learning as I go
Learning something everyday
I'm writing down I'm taking notes
Already knowing what they say
When it rains it pours
I gotta keep a umbrella

Just don't open it inside
You can focus on my eyes
While I'm choking on my lies
And I'm cloaked in this disguise
Feel like toking on this fye
And I'm floating and I'm

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YEAH
YOU BITCHES OVERDUE YOU NEED TO PAY UP
YOU TRYNA PROVE YOURSELF DUNKIN YOU MISSING LAY UPS
I'M THE ONE WITH CLIPPERS BUT THEY WANNA FADE
US
THEY REALIZED IT WAS OFFICIAL WHEN THEY FIRST HAD PLAYED US
NOW THEY HATE US

We bouta get as dark as possible
Dim lit alleys trippin over bodies and obstacles
Deep as the ocean go where the darkness it isn't logical
Dark as it's ever been where the lighting ain't even optional
Palestinian kids being murdered you watching boxing though
Antisemetic I speak on shit like it's not a ghost
Cause it's not a ghost
Bitch this is not a toast to evil doing
I'm denouncing it
We see the ruins
See the remains of all the amber waves of grain
We is insane if we ain't ever planning to change
Can't believe I'm deranged just for being opposite
Labeling different as bad they really needa stop that shit
Dark isn't opposite of light
The truth be told
That shit on top of it

It's way too dark out here you can't even take you no good photos
All I see is doubters picturing me homeless and with no clothes
Everything that's meant for me gone come to me I know it's so close