We were walking in the park
Taking pictures after dark
That was when I felt the spark
Oh-nah-nah
Had me skipping out to play
Little video games
You'd invite me to your spot
Conversation wasn't hard
You were showing me your heart like
La-di-da
We were la-di-da
La-di-da
La-di-da
Who am I
What have I become
A stranger where I stand and still a shadow in the sun
I'm opposite of everything I've ever wanted to become
The only reason why I'm still alive is
My time isn't done
All I've ever wanted was to wake up with no panic
Then I realized the world is cold and I could never manage
Tell me all your worries, baby, and we'll see if we can ban it
And my love, I gave it all to you, but left and I can't stand it
Every time I open up my heart
You swing it till it shatters
And I'm caught up wishin
I could know your thought on why it matters
I've been overthinkin', overthinkin
Wait until it passes
I don't know what's bout to happen
But I know it's causing havoc
Sitting back and dreaming bout our better days
Used to love me, you don't love me anymore
But that's okay
Reminiscing' bout the rapid change
Knowing who I used to be, but that's a different page
Wanted us to be loved at the same level
Did my best to keep you, and you still wanted the rebel
Sad about the fact that we'll be nothin' but a stupid petal
Tried a dry-text and a good night, isn't normal
I'm ready for my education, waiting for the moment's
Prime time baby you know I am not a disappointment
Four years down the line, and we can see that I control it
Happy that I made it where I am, and you know I enjoyed it
Dream's start unleashing the key to my energy
The feelings are bleak, with a hint to get the best of me
I'm wondering how I can manage my destiny
Bent up promises are held on by a single memory
The love is just a stray word, waiting for awakening
Get it when you want it, and watch how you start to change your ways
People ask me why I'm different, I say it's the heartbreak
Not from my relationships, but what they did fake
In my soul, I can feel it
There's no way to get around these emotions
I apologized for everything you did
Even when I did my best to make it out
Make it, make sense
We were walking in the park
Taking pictures after dark
That was when I felt the spark
Oh-nah-nah
Had me skipping out to play
Little video games
You'd invite me to your spot
Conversation wasn't hard
You were showing me your heart like
La-di-da
We were la-di-da
La-di-da
La-di-da
There's a lot of damage in my vicinity
The inner dimension is telling me it's the end of me
There's a lot of potential to go and catch a new enemy
Then you see that there's a way to get a road to the end of it
Individual lanes are meant for us to love and disintegrate
Different state of mind is here to finally mend and elaborate
Is it better to guess, or should we run when we estimate
I've been guessing for too long
But then I always overestimate
There's a rainbow when it rains
And there's a grave when life is pain
Tried to warn you of this fate
But overlook what I could say
See the future as it fades
And feel the past when life is great
Memories that we've created will be here to remain
And if we ever have a problem
Please just hear what I pray
We clearly have an issue that belongs to one of our ways
The grasp that I had no longer stays
I've said enough, the times have changed