Now people that now matter
They always seem to come first
Always had my back
When you put my name in the dirt
I don't gotta think about them
Proving what they worth
Real ones never switch up
I been that way back since

Why do we now change up
on the people we believe in
Hating when they winning
Letting jealousy keep breathing
These days I do wonder if we
do this for a reason
Maybe we just all been living
Inside of a demon

Lost inside a life and never
Reaching what we dreaming
Even when we make it always
Feels like something's needing
Sorry I can't help you cause
I'm out here barely breathing
Anxiety depression got me down
I'm barely sleeping

They always say don't change
Im changing
We ain't on the same page
I'm paging
I don't need more pain
I've been hurting
Thoughts all in my brain
That's my burden

Find what I'm looking for
My purpose
Die who I do it for
That's certain
People all around me
They turning
Hatting what we do
But we earned it

Living I've been learning
I'm finding out whats my purpose
Waking up some days
And I wonder if life is worth it
Hurting those we love
While we celebrating the worthless
Looking for the light
When we stuck inside of the darkness
You gone think I'm crazy
I still say this shit regardless
I ain't got much time
I was down I dropped of college
Knew I had the knowledge kept moving
I will not stop it I fell straight down to the bottom over thinking each problem

Like wow
Damn
I'm the man
I'm I really doing everything that I can
I don't wanna be no pussy wigga like Stan
I'm I doing all the shit I say that I can
I'm I setting time aside to build up the plan
Think into the future you can do it my man
God gave us all the tools to help with the hand
Pyramid shall rise I'm on top of it stand