The walls are closing round me
I can't figure out what's real
I'm anxious off of Addie's asking do you hate me still
When you were at your lowest and I told you I'm still here
No I know that you don't like it but I'm hoping that you heal
After Bari died, I've been so terrified of pills
Been paranoid of losing you too, I can't feel
I don't wanna wake up, think I saw you in my dreams
And I've been tryna see you, pray I see you when I sleep
I ask you to go home, you say that we already here
I'm losing track of time and it's already been a year
My life been changing, I'm so terrified
I've been living out my dreams
But I'm so scared to die
The walls are closing round me, I can't figure out what's real
I'm anxious off of Addie's asking do you hang me still
When you were at your lowest and I told you I'm still here
Know that you don't like it but I'm hoping that you heal

After Bari died, I've been so terrified of pills
Been paranoid of losing you too, I can't feel
I don't wanna wake up, think I saw you in my dreams
And I've been tryna see you, pray I see you when I sleep