3 different hospitals fuck what’s wrong with me
5150 on my ass like they police
Covered all in gasoline
Light it up burning down myself and my self esteem
Fuck it do it selfishly

Rehab for the xannax that in my left pocket
Rocks in my socks and i’m selling them for profit
Stomach full of pills bet im tryin not to vomit
Clinically insane they say Rectz done lost it

Inherited problems but yet i’m the cause
100 different problems and you bet imma solve

Anxious level nine and I’m borderline
Personal untie, stuck walking on a line
Suicidal mind, let my soul fly
Hands are tied into space i try to climb

Fuck this earth blow it up and walk away
Drugs and depression all got me turning gray
Cannot escape, losing this race
Tried to pray but i wasn’t ever saved

Momma sits and begs, begging me to stay
Tell her i love her then blow my fucking brains