(I lose sight)
I lose sight-
I lose sight of what's important to me
I'm out my mind
Laying in my bed I'm feeling out of body
So recently I ain't feel like myself
Feel like I keep on wasting everyone's time
I almost never feel right so I fear for my health
I blame it on the time I waste getting high
Wish I could run away sometimes
I've already made it this far growing without you
I can't keep on writing about you
Hate how I keep saying how I-

Met the love of my life, she live in a different city
Only got her for a night, she was boutta fly away
Took her to my penthouse, freaked it in the bed
Everything was going great but there won't be a second date
In a couple years I'll prolly wish that I was patient
But right now I don't give a fuck; because right now I'm getting paid!
Pockets deeper than my sandbox, raising my own stakes
Cause I've been running my whole life and I'm afraid I'll never change!

I'm afraid you might leave first
Honestly I don't know why you would stay
Wrap my wounds, but please let me bleed first
Don't know why I thought that you would change
So recently I ain't feeling too well
cnd honestly I can't find a reason why
It took me too long to realize
I've been killing myself (I blame it on the time I waste getting high)
Okay so it's my fault, I get it
Should never get this bad but I let it
So when I say goodbye know I meant it
I talk about my worst cause I'm at it
I'm hung up on the worst things that you've ever done to me
cfraid I can't forgive this ain't our love story
So I've been on my own, it's been the worst for me
Staring at my phone, is it worth calling?

Met the love of my life, she live in a different city
Only got her for a night, she was boutta fly away
Took her to my penthouse, freaked it in the bed
Everything was going great but there won't be a second date
In a couple years I'll prolly wish that I was patient
But right now I don't give a fuck; because right now I'm getting paid!
Pockets deeper than my sandbox, raising my own stakes
Cause I've been running my whole life and I'm afraid I'll never change!

Ooh-ooh I'm too afraid to love
I can't keep writing these songs
Lately I've been starting to feel lost
I should stop taking whatever I'm on
Fuck I hate it when you test my patience
I see you when I dream still, don't understand it
I need you out of my head, I need you out of my head!

Met the love of my life, she live in a different city
Only got her for a night, she was boutta fly away
Took her to my penthouse, freaked it in the bed
Everything was going great but there won't be a second date
In a couple years I'll prolly wish that I was patient
But right now I don't give a fuck; because right now I'm getting paid!
Pockets deeper than my sandbox, raising my own stakes
Cause I've been running my whole life and I'm afraid I'll never-
(cfraid I'll never change!)
(I'll never change, I'll never change, I'll never change, I'll never-)