Love is not kisses, hugs
Sharing fucking drugs
Pictures on your birthday
Pictures of making love it’s dedication
Trust and patience and compromise
Now do or die, ultimatums for you and I
I feel the vibe between us fading
And I fucking hate it
I cut myself constantly
I hate myself for creating
Pain within your heart and I’m thinking
This pistol's tempting to scream it out
To my demons get even within yourself
She’s crying, she needs your help
And you’re selfish, think ‘bout yourself
All these problems created
Extended from hate with self
And I hope that you wouldn’t leave
But the patience that you would need
Is the patience of several gods
Hanging on to my selfish pleads
And I’m sorry, you deserve better
I wanted more for you, you hanging on
You being strong and I want more for you
As long as you won’t leave me in the end
We both can still pretend
That this life we live in is worth it
I promise