Pick up
Hey are you awake
My mortem
Not hard to fake
White knuckles
It's not give and take it's all luck

It's all harder
Than anticipated
Future heart
Race, palpitate
Can I make art
That alleviates
My thoughts

I'm stayin solemn
So fix your life instead
You're all in
I'll be out here wasting
Solemn
If I cared, I forget it all
I choose smoke and mirrors
Ugh
Like, what am I missing
Ugh
Tell me I look sick
I'm just solemn
And it's none of your business
Cause I
Choose smoke and mirrors

I needed time alone
To let the fire grow
But it's a prison
Cut to smoke
And watch it choke out my ambition
See it turn
To ash and burn
Got tunnel vision
Closing in and

I'm invoking going kamikaze
Blowing up my life
Cause I'm impatient
Try to stop me
But I feel alive when I'm in stasis
It's my innate gift, borderline evasive
Rather sit and watch the world burn in amazement

So long
I consumed all my uses
I exist as a nuisance
Why run when I can walk

Keep on losing
I been choosing all the
Low, easiest things to be doing
I fell away, gave into ruin
Back away and don't call her human

And so far
I've participated
Held a grudge
And I've cultivated it
No love
I let devastate my heart

I'm stayin solemn
So fix your life instead
You're all in
I'll be out here wasting
Solemn
If I cared, I forget it all
I choose smoke and mirrors
Ugh
Like, what am I missing
Ugh
Tell me I look sick
I'm just solemn
And it's none of your business
Cause I
Choose smoke and mirrors

Sure take me out
It never goes right
Let me drown in the chemical
I am washed in the M.A.O.
Let me drown in the chemical