I tore my eyes out
I slit my wrists to breathe
Decapitating every single motion
Only to fall to my knees (to my knees)

I'm not a spectacle
I'm not alright
I'm not a fucking joke
I'm not alright

I tore my eyes out
I slit my wrists to breathe
Call me pathetic and torture me
'Cause in my mind, I can't breathe

I tore my eyes out
I slit my wrists to breathe

I'm suffocating every single notion
Forcing me down to my knees
I am so sacraligious, I am the whore
I'm not the superficial one you adore

I'm not a spectacle
I'm not alright
I'm not a fucking joke
I'm not alright

I tore my eyes out
I slit my wrists to breathe
Call me pathetic and torture me
'Cause in my mind, I can't breathe

You spit your insults, force suicide
I spit your insults into your eyes
You spit your insults, force suicide
I spit your insults into your eyes

I'm not a spectacle
I'm not alright
I'm not a fucking joke
I'm not alright

I tore my eyes out
I slit my wrists to breathe
Call me pathetic and torture me
'Cause in my mind, I can't breathe

I tore my eyes out