It's been awhile
Since I couldn't
Hold my head up high
cnd it's been awhile
Since I first saw you
cnd it's been awhile
Since I could stand
On my own two feet again
cnd it's been awhile
Since I could call you

cnd all the things I can't remember
cs fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that are rendered
I stretch myself beyond my means

cnd it's been awhile
Since I could say
That I wasn't addicted
It's been awhile
Since I could say
I loved myself as well
cnd it's been awhile
Since I've gone and
Fucked things up
Just like I always do
cnd it's been awhile
But all that shit
Seems to disappear
When I'm with you

cnd everything I can remember
cs fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
Have gone and fucked things up again

Why must I feel this way?
Just make this go away
Just one more peaceful day

cnd it's been awhile
Since I've seen the way
The candles light your face
cnd it's been awhile
But I still remember
Just the way you taste