I was empowering everyone else
When I should've been empowering myself
I need help
But who can I tell
Who can I call every time that I fail
Every day I'm fighting Demons from hell
Every day I gotta battle my health
Diabetes blood pressure
Getting close to death
Losing weight got nothing left
Debt collectors hit my line every time I take a breath,
Wishin they would give it a rest
But through it all and blessed
Battle scars all on my chest
It's not enough though I gave it my best
Apart of life I guess
I ain't been to work think I'm depressed
But if you stop the bills won't even when you dead
If you stop the bills wont even when you dead
I just need to sec the clear my head
It took a lot just to get out of bed
But I wish I could stay instead
Looked at the Bible and cried from the verse I read
Wont disclose exactly what God said
Just know he talked me off of the ledge
I've been working hard dawg
Grindin trying to get this bread
Ben Franklin whisper evil thoughts all up in my head
Tryna block shots
Trying not to be full of lead
Pencil on deck saved my life could've been the dead
Watch just died that just means I'm running out of time
Cholesterol high to the point my Dr. almost cried Won't have kids because I'm afraid of being in the sky
Before my child's the age of five
Tears running down their eyes
I just want to heal the world before my soul fly
I
Tried everything how much longer can I fight
I'm
Sick and tired of student loans,
Sick and tired of being in debt
Sick and tired of losing every time I try my very best
Sick of being sick pain still up in my chest
I just need to sec the clear my head
It took a lot just to get out of bed
But I wish I could stay instead
Looked at the Bible and cried from the verse I read
Wont disclose exactly what God said
Just know he talked me off of the ledge