I never thought I would find you
I never thought that it could be true
Nobody ever understood
How could I think that you ever would
I didn't dream when I called you
This time I think that I might get through
Thought there was nobody like you
Never believed that I could be too
I can't believe this is me
I won't continue losing
Sight of the moment
Got to hold onto something
When it's so fleeting
Tiny victories are so
Vital when all the odds are stacked against people like us
And the irony of handicap rules isn't lost
Can't let it tear us apart
Losing my mind like a rampant AI
I'd call it call rock bottom but it's a high
Self-referentially spiralling I'm
Always on the brink of falling inside
Felt like a dream when you saw me
Inside myself but not you're not in me
I was resigned it couldn't be
Only alone was I ever free
How do I learn to accept that
They fed me lies every chance they had
That I was inherently bad
Now I know why and it makes me...
But I won't blame them
They don't understand
I've got to get back to
Myself - now I can
Losing my mind like a rampant AI
I'd call it call rock bottom but it's a high
Self-referentially spiralling I'm
Always on the brink of falling inside