I'm in my delulu phase
Stuck in a constant chase
Of how to get my mind off your pretty face

I'm in a fever dream
It's a nightmare it seems
I'm blinded by the eyes that gleams

'Cause I'm stuck in a loop
Constantly reminded of the bitter truth
I'm stuck in a cycle of blue
Wondering why I can't love you

Maybe this will pass
Gosh, I hope it doesn't last
Wait, by that what do I mean?
Idk, self but that's quite mean

Still wondering why I'm here
My body's too far but my heart and soul seems near
Caught up in a trance, in a dance
Wondering if I have a chance

As I relapse and fall into the abyss
It's the sight of you that I miss
Oh when will I ever get a kiss
When will I ever feel those lips

As I relapse again
The answer is I'll stay a friend
As I relapse again, again, and again
I guess this is the end