I was down a long time
I was waiting for the sunrise
But you never feel the warm light
When you're stuck in a hole
And you never see the cage walls
When the bars are in your own head
I guess I was wrong when I said
That what you see is what you get
Cos I am not ok
I'm really not ok
And it's all been bottled inside
You can't see it from the outside
I am not ok
I'm really not ok
Now it's getting close to midnight
And the circus fills with ghosts when I close my eyes
You can normalise your worst times
You can tell yourself it's alright
But you'll always hear that little voice
In the back of your head
And you try to push it all down
But it's a facet indivisible
You can feel it looking right back
When you're lying in your bed
Cos I am not ok
I'm really not ok
And it's all been bottled inside
You can't see it from the outside
I am not ok
I'm really not ok
Now it's getting close to midnight
And the circus fills with ghosts when I close my eyes
I was down a long time
I was waiting for the sunrise
But you never feel the warm light
When you're stuck in a hole
And you never see the cage walls
When the bars are in your own head
I guess I was wrong when I said
That what you see is what you get
Cos I am not ok
I'm really not ok
And it's all been bottled inside
You can't see it from the outside
I am not ok
I'm really not ok
Now it's getting close to midnight
And the circus fills with ghosts when I close my eyes