Tsch
I just keep wasting my money
On things that I really don't need
Materialistic things only make me feel happy for a moment
Keep hanging out with my friends
To get away from my problems
But for some reason I just keep on falling
Feeling lonely
Working hard every day
To buy a place were I can stay
My own space where I feel safe
Imma keep grinding til the day I can say
That I'm here because of me
I'm surrounded by narcissists and fake people
They keep messing with my ego
Their intentions are see through
They try to put out my fuse
They're acting colder than an igloo
They don't know what they have put me through
I was born a winner I ain't about to lose
I promise that you gon miss me the day I move
That's the last time you gon see me
Cuz I'm cutting of the ties that I had with you
The rope got tied up and you tightened the noose
You're the only person who got me feeling this abused huh
It felt like you had me in handcuffs that couldn't get loose
I tried to escape but you tightened the noose
I was stuck with the pain but still you got me abused
You damaged my brain with the things that I went through
Don't wanna seem depressed but it's really been rough
Stuck with someone who didn't show me love
Someone who kept me tied up
With a noose around my neck and a pair of handcuffs
Around my hands and around my ankles
I can't understand how they can handle
To look at their reflection when they walk past the mirror
Everyday it's getting clearer
That they got some emotional damage in their body they can't fill up
So they fill it with hate
Towards people they think can't escape
They want me to go through the same pain
That they went through cuz they're too afraid
Of me livin the dream they had since they were eight
They've never been happy so they don't want me
To feel something that they can't achieve
Even though I'm their kid I'm feeling like their slave
Want me to give my money away every time I get paid what
For the work that I did workin for 9 hours straight
With only 4 hours of sleep
I've been through this for too long it's time for me to escape
Before it is too late
My parents didn't show me how to love
They only showed me how to hate
And now I hate them more than I hate myself
I can't even show love cuz I don't know how that shit feels aye
It felt like you had me in handcuffs that couldn't get loose
I tried to escape but you tightened the noose
I was stuck with the pain but still you got me abused
You damaged my brain with the things I went trough
I promised myself that I wouldn't lose
Even though it felt like I was dying soon
Every single night I looked up to the moon
Wishing for someone to heal all the wounds