Gotta find my way to you
Even though you're next to me
No matter what I do
Your heart is drifting out of reach
Head under water
I'm swimming harder
Trying to keep this alive
Gotta find my way to you
Now that our love has capsized

I could never be what you wanted me to be
I never knew how to handle I need time
In the meanwhile let me tell you a story
When I was knee high
Back when I was hiding under beds
In the meantime
Dealing with the bullies the police
When I didn't sleep right
Living with trauma
So more trauma is what I need right?
I can't regulate my feelings even when I try
Broken mental from no parental guidance in mine

Gotta find my way to you
Even though you're next to me
No matter what I do
Your heart is drifting out of reach
Head under water
I'm swimming harder
Trying to keep this alive
Gotta find my way to you
Now that our love has capsized

I just got more problems than you probably think
Tried to kill myself but I just coped with a drink
Try to tell my friends but I'm too scared what they think
So used to rock bottom I'm just hoping I sink
Yo I'm just so used to needing no body
I just wanted parents but they just wanted to party
I just wanted picture perfect someone tell me stories
I just wanted love but they treat me like an annoyance
If my parents taught me one thing it's to be alone
No one can be trusted gotta be your own
Everyone is selfish better off at home
Better off at lusting better get some hoes
Put them walls up ain't no body getting close
If you ever getting sad then it's time to toast
This the type of things that my mom and daddy showed
Said these words before but if it was up to me I'dve given up

Gotta find my way to you
Even though you're next to me
No matter what I do
Your heart is drifting out of reach
Head under water
I'm swimming harder
Trying to keep this alive
Gotta find my way to you
Now that our love has capsized