Second guessing everything, feel like I'm paranoid
Using the drugs to ease the pain, fill up an open void
Doing things what bad for my health, trying to boost my joy
Been tryna get over my pain since I was a little boy
You don't know what I been through, so you can't tell me how to act
So much pain, I had to put this shit up on a track
Too much be going on, I ain't really tryna deal with that
Feel like a soda, I was bubbly, now I feeling dead flat
Don't know if they with me or against me, I don't understand
Hurts that my downfall could be inside my main man
What the right know, the left shouldn't and I see it now
I keep it real, they still was fake and I don't understand
Think that's your dawg, go put that nigga on the fucking stand
That ain't your homie, he would sell you out for a couple bands
Can't put my life in anybody hands inside a jam
They always down to ride, when it's time, they ain't in the car
I trying to focus on me, I just trying to make it far
Ain't overstepping my boundaries, I gonna play my part
Say that they was solid but they moving slick from the start
Been getting hurt so much, have pain in my little heart
Second guessing everything, feel like I'm paranoid
Using the drugs to ease the pain, fill up an open void
Doing things what bad for my health, trying to boost my joy
Been tryna get over my pain since I was a little boy
You don't know what I been through, you can't tell me how to act
So much of pain, I had to put this shit up on a track
Too much be going on, I ain't tryna deal with that
Feel like a soda, I was bubbly, now I feeling dead flat
I was just dead happy, feelings dead flat If you really rocking with me, tell me where you at
If you just gone waste time, don't come in my chat
I ain't really like how that end, shawty double back
And I know my time coming, it's a little delay
Pop like three pills, just to take the pain away
No, I lie, you won't catch me with that anyday
Ain't like you really care about me anyway
Feeling little uneasy, I pop two but I still paranoid
Hope he don't think we forget, 'cause these problems, he can't avoid
These hoes trying to hype me up but that just getting me annoyed
I know they not down for me and they just can't even fill that void
Second guessing everything, feel like I'm paranoid
Been second guessing everything, feel like I'm paranoid
Using the drugs to ease the pain, fill up a open void, gang