Yea I’m on pills and I don’t wanna be

Moments from the past keep on haunting me

I just wanna be free

I don’t wanna take shit for this anxiety

I’m scared what will happen if I don’t take it

I was in a bad space before I don’t wanna trace it

I don’t wanna have to look at life and contemplate it

Demons I don’t wanna have to face ‘em

They tried medicating me all my life I didn’t wanna take ‘em

Now everyday I depend on them and I hate em

I don’t even know what my triggers are

Some times I wonder how I made it this far

Worst feeling is getting attacked while driving my car

Get detached and reality starts to feel far

Some times I wonder if I’m really alive

Buts what’s the definition of being alive

Before we know it we die

We believe our own lies and say we’re fine

But We try

Look at the sky and compaplate that shit

I think the power is really all in our minds

Everything feels different when I close my eyes

Time flies and life goes by and all that means is that we’re running out of time

23 and I feel like it just been wasted

A lot of us spend there time being wasted

Most of us don’t get to explore the world we created

Too many kids worried about being faded

Too many people I knew died from drugs

Someone times we just need a hug

All we really ever wanted in this life is love

All of us feel were not enough

I’ve had enough