Was bleeding on bars before I was Overthinking for Entertainment
Symi really a king in The Overthinking Department
Tweeking and tinkering fixing my symptoms now the overthinking is departing
Now I am steadily sinking in tar pits
When I started, I said I could never get Writers block
Cuz then I could easily write about Writers block
Symi did it for your traumatised child
We dropped 7 albums 3 mixtapes and it's now I get loud about writers block
In my mind the lights are off
Ive got to stop thinking i'm God
My emotions piping hot tryna fight the conniving thoughts
I'm living life like I can die tomorrow
Burning bridges, morning drinking
Debating to include mutilation in the equation
Pissed I can't think of shit, I keep dissociating
My self worth and my pen game have been over-associating
So I'm gambling all my symptoms for the sake of content creating
Will i live?? Will i die?? Sage is contemplating
If I live, life's a bitch, and i'm plugging in my mixer
To sing I got suicide attemps than niggas have fingers
Make another album and after, creativity come back faster
And I know this method works, I can start another chapter
How you think that I got Dissociate to N3urodivergent,
How you think I got self control,
Why you think Negativitea's pending
I Cant Die, i'll show you is pending
Scared! To Make Noise is pending
If i die, its not a loss its the day my music blows
Everyone questioning themselves, there'll be several events of people
Checking, investigating their health, and messaging thier friends
When I finally kill myself, best know I wasn't depressed,
I wasn't profiting from trauma, I was monetising symptoms, know the difference
The only coping is written so i'm provoking these scriptures
Listen to the lyrics i'm really just scribbling pictures
Its either non-fiction or fucking future visions
I love the music, and it loved me back
You wanna know what Symi did
Go and listen back