When they call me in the night yeah I'm fine
Look me in the eyes when I'm all right
Think this is a curse yeah it's all mine
Gotta stay alert for the hotline
When they call me in the night yeah I'm fine
Look me in the eyes when I'm all right
Think this is a curse yeah it's all mine
Gotta stay alert for the hotline
When they call me in the night yeah I'm fine
Look me in the eyes when I'm all right
Think this is a curse yeah it's all mine
Gotta stay alert for the hotline
Yeah
I don't want no lies
Lately been tired of hiding
Getting too hot on this climate
And trouble is seeming to find me
Call it a boomerang flying
Carving this picture that I am a monster that everyone runs from
Look at my life and things looking too undone
Hectic but still have been holding together
Following close and it's no matter whether I'm rich or I'm broke or I'm broken in bits I've been choking, I'm pissed
It's a struggle I'm in but I'm coming out victorious Been a warrior since corydon kids
Got me fighting alone in these bathrooms
Lifes stages like a backroom
Clean it up like a vacuum
Gotta pack two
I'm afraid that I'm too uptight
Standards too high but we've crossed that line
Falling apart like a hundred times
Ain't nobody looking when I say that I'm fine
I'm fine
Look me in the eyes when I'm alright
Think this is a curse yeah it's all mine
Gotta stay alert for the hotline
When they call me in the night yeah I'm fine
Look me in the eyes when I'm all right
Think this is a curse yeah it's all mine
Gotta stay alert for the hotline
When they call me in the night yeah I'm fine
Look me in the eyes when I'm all right
Think this is a curse yeah it's all mine
Gotta stay alert for the hotline
I ain't lit at all
Wonder when they're gonna call my phone to apologize when I'm already gone
By myself
If I'm tired and hurting from carrying burdens then why do I keep moving on
Probably God
Will they ever stop leaving me probably not
Solely taught
Hop in the cot
Tell me why every time I'm getting close to be free
I fall down on my knees and lose someone I need Maybe that means I don't need them
Yet then I'm feeling no freedom
All that I wanted was life to be calm
But I'm having no peace and I'm up in the night Having terrible dreams
Gotta keep the lights on
Cause I choke on my sleep and they trying to eat at me
And they never win
but I feel like I'm beat
Cause I know I've been falling down I'm a high note far away
And take me way out like a riptide
I don't wanna lose my life not this time
no
Woah
Yeah
you gotta let go
move on Woah
yeah
You gotta let go
But when the night comes
When they call me in the night yeah I'm fine
Look me in the eyes when I'm all right
Think this is a curse yeah it's all mine
Gotta stay alert for the hotlineWhen they call me in the night yeah I'm fine
Look me in the eyes when I'm all right
Think this is a curse yeah it's all mine
Gotta stay alert for the hotline