Paramedics on their way, they just wanna save me
Bright lights in my face, nah it won't phase me
Angels lookin at me, looking at me strangely
Tellin God, he saved me, that's my guardian angel
I couldn't eat dinner, but I had some snickers
I couldn't drink this drink, so I just drank liquor
Poppin cough syrup yeah, I'm poppin cough syrup
I'm smokin all this shit yeah, I'm just gettin sicker
Flashbacks killing me, so much regrets
Ex's left me with a bad residue
News channel report, another fuckin death
Sometimes I wish it was just me instead
No one really knows they think I'm blessed
I keep a smile on me like a bulletproof vest
They ask me how I'm doin
I say I'm doing well
I'm not really weak, I'm just misunderstood
Livin in the world yeah, I'm just doing good
Fuck it, they don't pay attention to no good
I paid a lot more with my fuckin mental health
No one heard me cry, I kept it to myself
Paramedics on their way, they just wanna save me
Bright lights in my face, nah it won't phase me
Angels lookin at me, looking at me strangely
Tellin God, he saved me, that's my guardian angel
that's my guardian angel
that's my guardian angel
that's my guardian angel
that's my guardian angel