I'm not turning a year older
If I don't shed a tear 'bout someone who left my life that year
I'll admit that I've gotten colder
But imma still cry on your shoulder
I'm gonna throw myself a party
To prove that my friends still want me
I'm searching for validation
Hoping that it gives my self esteem a foundation

Got sad and cried on my birthday
Ignored all the pain and I downplayed
Any part of me that felt distant
From who I was to begin with
I'm fine! I'm good! yeah, I'm perfect!
But sometimes I think that maybe I earned it
Sometimes I wish that I never met you
Sometimes I wish that I could forget you

My older brother says I need to have more fun
That I'm not acting like I just turned 21
He's forgetting I'm a scorpio
I'm intense and I think too much
Well, I feel the most alone I've ever felt
But in my head
In my head
I'm not phased by anything that you said
In my head
There is nothing I can't live without
And then in real life
I

Got sad and cried on my birthday
Ignored all the pain and I downplayed
Any part of me that felt distant
From who I was to begin with
I'm fine! I'm good! yeah, I'm perfect!
But sometimes I think that maybe I earned it
Sometimes I wish that I never met you
Sometimes I wish that I could forget you

I'm fine! I'm good! yeah, I'm perfect
I'm fine! I'm good! yeah, I'm perfect
I'm fine! I'm good! yeah, I'm perfect
I'm fine! I'm good! yeah, I'm perfect

Can somebody hold me?
Can someone, somebody hold me?
Can somebody hold me?
Can someone, somebody hold me?
Can somebody hold me?
Can someone, somebody hold me?
Can somebody hold me?
Can someone, somebody hold -

I'm fine! I'm good! yeah, I'm perfect
I'm fine!
I'm fine!
I'm fine! I'm good! yeah, I'm perfect
I'm fine!
I'm fine!
I'm fine! I'm good! yeah, I'm perfect
I'm fine!
I'm fine!
I'm fine! I'm good! yeah, I'm perfect
I'm fine!
I'm fine!