I needed you to co-sign what I already knew
After all the things you put us through
You needed a break and a few cigarettes
I needed to escape that place, darling
It's okay to love me
It's okay to cry
Is it bad that I'm happy
You look like you're mad
Is it hard to adore me now?
I'm free of the nightmares
I'm free of the scars
You don't get to tell me if I can go out
It's the end of the suffering
I'm sorry if I'm right
But I feel like lately you've been looking kind of down
I really fucking hate this
I mean I really fucking hate you
I wish I didn't spend half of my life with you
Sometimes it takes a heartbreak just to feel alive
Is it everything that you had in mind?
At least now I'm safe
There's nothing more for you to break, darling
It's okay to love me
It's okay to cry
Is it bad that I'm happy
You look like you're mad
Is it hard to adore me now?
I'm free of the nightmares
I'm free of the scars
You don't get to tell me if I can go out
It's the end of the suffering
I'm sorry if I'm right
But I feel like lately you've been looking kind of down
I really fucking hate this
I mean I really fucking hate you
I wish I didn't spend half of my life with you
I'm free of the nightmares
I'm free of the scars
You don't get to tell me I f I can go out
It's the end of the suffering
I'm sorry if I'm right
But I've been looking kind of good
You can tell that I'm alright