I watched my life decay
By my soul I will pay
Decades
Of pain and disgrace
We are capable of evil
It's deep in our bones
Coward
Come forth and atone
There's a darkness
I've been left with
It's feels primal
Impulsive, violent
Voices repeating themselves
Life changing, self hating, death contemplation
Full of sin, perversive hedonist
You cannot pray away the things you made
Suffer in the bed you lay
I tried running away
but it still lingers
I'm just left alone
With the past
It burns a
Hole in my head
That day
You came home dead
Rip off my skin to
preserve myself
Covered in blood
As the carnage unfolds
All I heard
Was misery
All of the guilt inside of me
Whispering voices are deafening
Block out the sound
Of the shadows beckoning
I tried running away
But it still lingers
I'm just left alone
With the past
It burns a
Hole in my head
That day
You came home dead
Stuck In
My own head
I Repeat
My own death
Straight to the hell, the one I made
For all my
Past mistakes
Reborn
Bathed in sin
Behold
The mark
It burns deep
God put a curse on me
He stole my
Life from me
Behold
The mark
That burns deep
Reborn
Bathed in sin
Carnivorous
And monstrous
I look in the mirror and see its' soul
It's ridden with
Detriment
And all of world's influences
Corrupted by death of innocence
A nihilist made
From all of this
All Of the years I've lost
Will I move On