Never a matter
Of wanting it
It's a necessity
Something to use
To survive
Fuck you
For thinking
It's meaningless
Dream of this
Endlessly
Truly
A carnal desire
Taking cause
I need it more
I need it more
I need it more
I need it all
I need it more
I need it more
I need it more
I need it all
In my hands
I need more prospects
More projects
More bands
I need more options
No nonsense
Demands
That can't be quelled
Living hell
As it stands
Lived my
Whole life
Without
So here's my chance
This ain't
The feeling
Of missing out
This the seething
From constantly needing
Ensuring that
We can eat
Dinner route
Searching for water
Within a drought
My pockets empty
But my mindIs filled
With doubt
Have a lot more
Than I finna count
I've been content
While receiving
The min amount
Staying alive
What's it been about
But there
Has to be more
Than the crumbs
Desires to
Overindulge
Sipping on sludge
Burning my stress
With a blunt
While knowing
I'll never hold up
Well, who can judge
Anyone who can believe
The sole desperation
Attaching to me
While every
New action
In vain
I write
In disdain
It is what
It happens to be
I'm used to
The 7 to 7s
The 8 to 8s
And even the
9 to 9s
Excited and ready
For things
I Afford
Yet I cannot
Afford the time
Stuck at these desks
With the hopes
Of success
Ain't Tony Hawk
But I could grind
How long can
I truly last
Fore blowing
A gasket
Popping out
My mind
As seconds
March over
I've noticed
The answer is
Sooner expected
Objection directed
Cause if
I don't get
Where I'm getting
Unconsciously
I'll start to end it
No point of
Pretending
A nigga
Tired and exhausted
Feel my body rotting
Always feeling
Nauseous
Getting close
To dropping
Synapses
Are popping
I cannot
Be cautious
Marco never stopping
More paths
More cash
More strain
More math
More taps
More pain
More lax
More scraps
More days
More ash
More acts
More weight
I know
That things
Can change
But if
I won't
I'll rage
No point
To hope
And pray
All gas
Don't crash
Too late