I once was a child and I
Long for the days before when
Life was an open door
And I could see through it, see through it
Now I live in the dark
And I see shadows in the sliver of light
It's all that's left of what I left behind
I couldn't trade it if I tried
How did I get this far?
Stuck in this web of mine
Can't get out of my own head
Then I think, "Why would I
Want to, want to?"
Captive to my own mind
And in its grip I'm confined
This happened by design
I lose
I'm screwed
Derealization
I bind myself up with all the
Notions and emotions
Not me, I'm just my shadow
I'm daydreaming, no meaning
They say
"Grow up"
I say
"Get fucked"
Good luck dragging me out of it
Don't get too close to me
Don't be surprised
You're in this web of mine
Can't get out of my own head
Then I think, "Why would I
Want to, want to?"
Captive to my own mind
And in its grip I'm confined
This happened by design
I lose
I'm screwed
Time is no friend of mine
Couldn't face it if I tried
Gonna get left behind
I'm doomed
So screwed
Derealization
Barely alive
I'm isolated
Disassociated
No one to blame
It's just a shame
What a life to be wasted
Life to be wasted
Da da da da da da da da
Da da da da da da da da
Da da da da da da da da
Da da da, da da da
Stuck in this web of mine
Can't get out of my own head
Then I think, "Why would I
Want to, want to?"
Captive to my own mind
And in its grip I'm confined
This happened by design
I lose
I'm screwed
Derealization