How much do you know
Maybe do your research
Can I get a drink first
How much do you know
Does it go deeper
Do you see the reaper
Married to a million souls but I'm all alone
When it comes to the ones I love I seem to never give enough
I dump my problems on the hub
I'm addicted to more than bud, but I cap and just call it fun
I'm too tired to try and run, grab the gun
Maybe I could make it interesting
Maybe I should start confessing
Maybe I can keep to myself and pretend that it's a blessing
Liars beat the posers, I'm hoping it goes a new direction
Keep up with the meds to be left behind in a blue depression
Breathe in and hold
Think my body cold I'm surrounded by ones that fold
I did what I could I'm still inches before the pole
Body fell apart and initially turned to coal
All of these constant repeated thoughts are getting old
All of my conflicts are getting rocks thrown at they bones
We could blame ourselves but honestly I point to phones
Think to rob your boss before you go take out a loan
Okay history with a bad record of proof
Like it'd be fair if you saw me and assumed there's holes in my roof
I couldn't bare when it sunny like no top to a coupe
It'd be rare if I had money cuz I'd try and buy the moon
I been Waking up at noon
Getting lost in my own room
Mirror talking, I don't know what I'm looking at, not who
Choose, breaking down my flaws like it's law on the regular
Clenching on my jaw so long till it doesn't hurt