These happy pills ain't to happy with me
I'm laughing at me
Anti-depressants like the tenants own the building lease
Landlord too damn poor cant even answer the damn door
Alone like no one's home you comatose
Introverted individual
In intervals
An imbecile for minerals
With literal symbols
It's works when inverted inserted with earnest
The burden is mine
My life a little tainted incinerated
I find my mind intimidating
Cause I rewind the tape
To realize I made mistakes
This place it takes a titan
A slighter better man a fighter
Either that or brighter person
The work is unnerving depression
A session you don't want to get in
A weapon for your head
An investment for your death bed
A lesson for the nest egg

I don't wanna slip through the hurricane
I'd rather stay with the flash flood on the slope of a windy plain
I'm gonna lay down now
With the waves downtown
My life is a hell hound
It's not so innocent
Call me a saint when i'm forgiven

Never underestimate the pain that I display
Never come and wrestle with the rage that I contain
I stash that shit away and dam up that goddamn bay
With shackles and steel chains in a titanium safe
Locked away no escape the only key is swallowed in me
The downfall a walking anvil
I'll start to down you like a medicated capsule
Premeditated asshole
Often mental caught in stressful situations
I'm debating if I'll make it cold and naked
Holding vagrant subliminal changes in my mind
A wasteland defined my brain cant decide
Proverbial lines from the words that I rhyme
It burns through my eyes unconfined
I'm often able to switch to the fables
But Aesop ain't got shit on my table
I wish I was able to sit through the painful
Instead I drift through the same stuff
You think is unstable it ain't luck

I don't wanna slip through the hurricane
I'd rather stay with the flash flood on the slope of a windy plain
I'm gonna lay down now
With the waves downtown
My life is a hell hound
It's not so innocent
Call me a saint when i'm forgiven