(Can't wait for this day to end)

I used to look out of the window
To see if time was passing by
I've been kinda scared though
To take a peek and throw up the blinds
If I could finally let go
I wouldn't care that I was left behind
I avoid the window
Just on the chance that you change your mind
Another way I lost myself
Just another day in hell
Is this the chance I had to take

But now I'm feeling like I'm godless
And I've got less
Than I did when I was conscious
To your nonsense
Always looking for the safe and sound
Hoping for a place to stand
Now I follow empty prophets
Just to profit
From the shade their shadow offers
It's a problem
I don't think I really hate myself
I just can't wait for this day to end

I fought and won't let this go
Who's to blame?
I don't even know
Bought in and suffered this slow
Dragged my feet on a chance to grow
Another way I lost myself
Just another day in hell
Is this chance I had to take

But now I'm feeling like I'm godless
And I've got less
Than I did when I was conscious
To your nonsense
Always looking for the safe and sound
Hoping for a place to stand
Now I follow empty prophets
Just to profit
From the shade their shadow offers
It's a problem
I don't think I really hate myself
I just can't wait for this day to end

I realize
That there's nothing that could ever
Help us keep it all together now
I can't deny
That I've been losing heart

But now I'm feeling like I'm godless
And I've got less
Than I did when I was conscious
To your nonsense
Always looking for the safe and sound
Hoping for a place to stand
Now I follow empty prophets
Just to profit
From the shade their shadow offers
It's a problem
I don't think I really hate myself
I just can't wait for this day to end

I cannot wait for this day to end
I cannot wait for this day to end