No one pays attention
I don't gotta mention
The lies and stories people throw around
Like a half assed building built up
I am crashing right back down to the ground
My foundation ain't stable and because of that people say I'm not able
I'm turning the tables
I'm shifting my mindset to believe
That people ain't real that they're all just a fable

Unplug everything I'm no longer running cables
They all callin me a fool even though that its not April
In society, I ain't leavin but a staple
Y'all be askin who I am but I don't even gotta label
Put me in a category, hold up just a minute
I came here to be myself, and be diverse and try to win it
But I didn't, yet, yea that's the key word
Scarecrow comin from the trenches, if you haven't heard
What's my specialty? I don't gotta degree
I specialize in horrorcore because it's what I bleed
It's what I see, people talkin crazy to me
They don't realize that I'm being me
But behind the scenes I be living in my best life
I'm doing this for all my future children and wife
With all my might, it's flight or fight
The music is my light, and I'll be damned if I resign

I have molded myself into what I believe to be true
People sayin that I changed but reality is that the only one changing is you
Yea I went from a geek to a stereotypical what you call emo but that ain't my move
I just wear all my dark thoughts that I had growin up
So I'm expressing both me and the truth

Yea I'm in my own world like I be doin psychedelics
I be treatin all my visions like my own personal relic
Turn them to reality, promote the work so I can sell it
My dreams so close like a story and I wanna tell it
I save my money for my music I don't really embellish
I see people wearin drip but I don't ever get jealous
There's no point so I stay cool and full of zealous
I'll stay that way no grudge any day

So please know that when I'm talkin bout violence
I ain't sayin that I commit but it's my ticket from silence
All my metaphors misleading that y'all think I'm a tyrant
But I'm a protagonist and deep in an aspirant
So let me go out on a limb and say I'm never gonna backtrack to the past
When I was a kid with a mental cast, I won't relapse
I promise my inner self, I'm being honest, this my sonnet, now

When I'm spittin like a fully automatic
I be switching up the mood because I'm always so fanatic
People be speaking on my name because I'm always wreaking havoc
But my music is my medication, curing all this static
I'm the one that bring the darkness

I know, Your the one who be makin me heartless
Regardless, we have gotta learn to work together
We are like a yin-yang that got lost and severed, the worst ever
Gotta work on makin things better
We both know this so let me call this my confession and letter
And my lament, all the more reason to repent and reset
As well as recode, and redownload, I'm running low on storage
So let me switch to a new mode, and upgrade to a new version
This is my own choice that I have made by myself, yea, without coercion