Lalalala
Oh, yea
Sitting looking crazy at my paper cause I don't know what to write
For you to know, what's really on my heart
Or on my mind, and why it seems so hard
To make some music when you're finally out the dark
Well, I thought I knew my specialty and that is pain
And writing how they had me messed up, going out my brain
And how the trauma taught me not to ever trust a thing
You helped me change
It's like everybody's got their perfect love song and then it's me
I'm living in reality, but it's like a dream
So how can I sum it up on a little beat
Of all of the many ways you mean the most to me
And they say Sy, say what's on your heart
But the problem is my mind can't even tell me where to start
It's like an angel came through and he walked me out the dark
Just trying to survive, you showed me that I had a heart
You really got my heart
And no, I'll never leave you
I'm learning how to please you
I won't give up when shit gets tough, these other men can't see you
Sitting reminiscing on the times you taught me how to feel
You woke somebody up, so many tried to kill
Afraid to sing a note, anxiety was real
Could my words be just as ugly as I feel
Well, I thought I knew myself and didn't have a clue
On how a lion could get caught up living in a zoo
My thoughts ran wild, you slowed me down to just enjoy the view
You got me through
It's like everybody's got that perfect love song and then it's me
I'm living in reality, but it's like a dream
So how can I sum it up on a little beat
Of all of the many ways you mean the most to me
And they say Sy, say what's on your heart
But the problem is my mind can't even tell me where to start
It's like an angel came through and he walked me out the dark
Just trying to survive, you showed me that I had a heart
You really got my heart
And no, I'll never leave you
I'm learning how to please you
I won't give up when shit gets tough
These other men can't see you, baby